Monday, January 23, 2012

More on Tooled Leather Cuffs... and Tooled Leather Flowers.

I have owed my friend Shawna a cuff for  an embarrassingly long time.   

It's hard to make stuff for her because we get together and create art all the time... and she's so talented in her own accord, so I feel kind of silly making her stuff.  Hence the procrastination.



So I decide for Christmas (yes, I realize it's nearing the end of January) that I would make her a cuff.  I spent forever trying to decide what to put on the cuff.  I found all sorts of quotes about red-heads that were perfect for Shawna, but would have been weird on a cuff. 

For example:

"You'd find it easier to be bad than good if you had red hair," said Anne reproachfully. "People who haven't red hair don't know what trouble is." (From Anne of Green Gables)

 "When a fellow has a home and a dear, little, red-haired wife in it what more need he ask of life?" (This actually need to go on a cuff for Shawna's Husband...)


"I would always hesitate to recommend as a life's companion a young lady with quite such a vivid shade of red hair. Red hair, sir, in my opinion, is dangerous."

Ha!  If you know Shawna, you know the definition of a sassy red-head.

Love the quotes, but not quite right. 

I strongly considered stamping the bracelet with:

"Icarus was a moron-
Fly high."

But I hesitate.. the explanation could go both ways.  "Fly high regardless of danger?"   And then the quote also really didn't work with the design I had planned out...  and all that goodness and confusion so.... pass.

So I went with a good old standby..  Tried and true:



I wanted to try something a little different with this cuff, so I've incorporated two new techniques.

1. leather tooling by hand, as opposed to using stamps.
2. Applying sculpted leather flowers.


First I sketched my design onto the leather with a pencil, then to sculpt the leather I used a leather tooling swivel knife. 


I cut the flowers out using the same technique I always use. 

ie.  Cut a circle, draw "pie lines" on the back and then trim the petals using the pie lines as a guide.



I then used a moon shaped texture tool to add dimension to my flowers and a small circle tool to create the flower centers.  Once all the tooling was complete I molded the petals by hand and let the flowers dry.


In the meantime, I used flower punches to fill in the background on my design and the swivel tool to add additional detail and leaves where they were needed.


Next paint. 

Paint is the scariest part of making a cuff because color choices, application, and technique can completely make or break the finished product. 

Trust me...  I'd show you pictures of my first WonderCam cuff...  but I had to burn it.  It was that
B-A-D.

 I went a little vintage 70's with Shawna's cuff.


Finished with dark umber brown (my absolute favorite brown)  diluted with water, and a coat of Mod Podge.  Oh, and I added blue rhinestone rivets to a couple of the flower centers.  <3


She loved it.
That, or shes a really good actress.

Makes me sooo happy...  Because the second most scary thing is actually giving someone something you've made for them and hoping you've nailed it.  

Agony. 


I love you!!

xoxo Cam

Sunday, January 15, 2012

2012: The Year of Hope


Hope:
(noun) A feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen.
(verb) Trust, Expect, Anticipate

I am emotionally challenged.  Hugely emotionally challenged.  I can't allow the consequences that come with vulnerability.  As a result... when you build high fences...  you are safe inside, but everyone is locked out.  The good, the bad... and yes, even the ugly.  There is no closeness, no pain, no happiness.  Just you.  Sometimes you is all you need.


I don't know how to allow myself to be vulnerable.  I don't know how to even talk about this without freezing up.  It just seems so unreasonable to put yourself into the position where someone could hurt you.  HOW do you gain close, trusting, complete relationships without ever being vulnerable?  I've been working on figuring that one out for the longest time.  I haven't got the answer yet, but I'm sure it has to be possible.  There are way too many happy people in beautiful relationships to believe they all have been open to vulnerability and pain.  How could they be that happy if they have been hurt that bad?  Vulnerability = pain.  We all know that.

The problem lies in the inability to let anyone get close.  If there is absolutely no vulnerability there is no opportunity to build trust.  I want something more.  I just don't know how to get there. 

I don't know how, but I can hope.



And so I choose to hope.  Hope for more.  Hope for a solution.  Hope for rapture... euphoria... and  elation. More than the normal standard.  More than average.  More than closed, cut off... 

More than what is simply SAFE.

Hope that what I want is possible.  And hope that it can be achieved without the completely debilitating sting of hurt.  Or at the minimum, that it is possible to recover from that kind of low.

Hope.



Hope.

Just hope.

Vulnerability feels like giving up, or giving in. Accepting things as they are and making myself susceptible to disappointment and pain regardless.  Vulnerability feels like I can't expect that anything will change.  Vulnerability feels like falling and falling hard.  I realize that my perception is irrational, but that doesn't help me to change it.  I'm not ready to commit to... well.. anything. 

Hope. 
To hope opens the door.

I can HOPE.

Allow myself to hope...

 
And so here is to HOPE for 2012.

xoxo
Cam

Will you have hope with me please?

Monday, December 26, 2011

Christmas 2011

Missy...  is so happy it's Christmas.


So is Jennica...


And Aaron...


Move over Tony Hawk...  The world is not big enough...


...And some of us are just a little more dedicated.


Noah's new non-toy toy.


And sister.


And the damaged bumper from my new car...


...A little more damaged.


Idaho Christmas day sunsets


The husband.


My brother Al and his cute, freezing, wife Chey.


Yours truly...  SOMEONE knew exactly what to get me for Christmas...


...And that someone was me.

xoxo
Cam

Monday, December 12, 2011

Bringing back 2007's Christmas Village

I am seriously considering recreating my 2007 Christmas Village Album set.  The first set I made as a revenue generating project because we really needed the money... but I regret selling it ever since.  I design these albums from conceptualizing the shape of the album, down to every fine detail. 

They are truly one of a kind...  well, with the exception of my Gingerbread house, as a well known company with extremely poor ethics stole my design a month after I went public with the design.  (Grrrr....)

The Gingerbread House



Loser, unethical, unlicensed mass reproduction below
(Yes, I am still bitter about it, thanks for asking.)
(No, I don't intend to get over it anytime soon..)


Bed and Breakfast
(Yes, there really is a Frozen Dog Diggs Bed and Breakfast in Emmett, Idaho... located on Frozen Dog Road.)



 Town Hall
(I destroyed a commemorative clock I received as a symbol of appreciation from eBay for this album.  Low and behold, and unknown to me at the time..  you can buy clock faces at the craft store.  Thanks for telling me.)


Jones General Store
(Named after my grandpa of course, who coincidentally (or maybe not) did NOT own, run, manager, or work in a general store, but was a poor eastern Idaho farmer.)



Fire House No. 9
(My favorite album of all time)



So anyway, I was thinking... 

When cutting acrylic it's always easier to cut through 6 sheets of acrylic stacked together rather than cutting a single sheet.  Which means I'll have 5 extra complete albums of each set. 

Anyone wanna make one with me?  See detailed pictures of the albums here.  The finished product won't be quite the same..  because, um, I've learned HEAPS of new techniques since 2007...  :)

xoxo
Cam

Thursday, December 1, 2011

My Mantra:

The word mantra is said to come from a root meaning that which protects the mind...

Vola con le proprie ali

(She flies with her own wings)


xoxo Cam

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Tooled Leather Flower Necklace. Do you want it?

It's time for the Second Annual Charity Wings Seaside Soiree.  December 3-5 in Oceanside California.


I.am.so.excited. 


Great classes, great friends, great food, great cause.  Can't beat it. 


Oh, and did I mention it's in Oceanside. CA?   :)


What is Charity Wings? 


Charity wings is a volunteer run organization that serves as a resource for crafters and artists that want to fund raise for their favorite causes. Their mission is to raise money and awareness for noble causes through unique creativity based events and online fundraisers.

Charity Wings has grown each year from two events the first year (2006) to hosting and or sponsoring 37 events, raffles and silent auctions last year that benefit 27 different charities.

At last update:

Charity Wings a.k.a. Scrapbook Royalty has raised over $347,665.41 for noble causes.

What is Seaside Soiree?

Seaside Soiree is a fundraising event designed to cover the operating costs of Charity Wings.  Through events like Seaside Soiree, Charity Wings can often donate 100% of proceeds raised to the causes they are intended.  And that's why I'm such a big fan.

And now... without further delay...

Here is my contribution for the Saturday Night Silent Auction:

Not me.... just the necklace... or shall I say Cam-lace.




This necklace is the first of it's kind, handmade, stamped and sculpted leather made by your's truely.  The pictures don't do justice...  It's honestly GORGEOUS.


Here's a little about how I made it:



 Two inch squares, with a half inch slit cut at the center of each side.  Round the edges.  Make two, one for the petals and one for the leaves. 



Stamp




 Paint




Paint....




Seal




Next, I made pansies out of a couple leather apple die cuts.




Trim the stem off, use a daisy stamp to form the center.  The rest I formed using hand tools and my fingers.






And so on and so forth....




Did I mention I found the best deal on leather buying a large bag of assorted leather die cuts.  Who knew frog legs could pass as foliage?




I formed the leaf veins with my fingernail, then painted and sealed.




Next, I planned out my layout.  I added sparkly buttons and beads to add texture and depth.




Everything then gets mounted with adhesive or wire to a fabric backing.  I added multiple strands of chain, leather and beads to create the necklace, and..... done. 




I don't know if Charity Wings will accept silent auction bids from outside bidders or if you need to attend in person..  but I'd give it a shot.... And of course, I'll keep you posted.


But only because I love you...


xoxo
Cam









Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Lets Get Rowdy.... Rocker Style...

I am DESPERATE to reclaim my garage...  so I am liquidating the remaining inventory of
Rowdy Rocker Bags.


My company took on liquidation of these bags for the Rowdy corporation as manufacture seconds.  Each bag started with minor flaws, which have been either corrected or noted to the buyer prior to purchase.  Most of the bags are in perfect condition, but are still sold at "second" prices.

Retail Price:  $109.00
Your price: $25.00.... till they are gone.  Imperfect bags will be further reduced.

Here's what I have left: 

Green Rocker:

 Copper Rocker:
 Baby changing pads - These are NOT seconds, but overstock
(Khaki not available, I have brown, pink and green.)

Retail:  $31.99
Your Price: $10.00 Extremely limited quantities...




That's it.  Give me my garage back.  .

Come on... you know you wanna....

To Purchase, email me at:


for product availability and shipping costs.

xoxo
Cam