I've done it.

This is the dress set I purchased to wear to my brothers wedding. I bought it on a Saturday and wore it to a meeting the following day. Two days later was when I found out I lost the baby. I didn't wear the dress to the wedding. It made me look like I was still pregnant, and I was having a hard enough time already.


I listed all of my maternity clothes on eBay.



I haven't yet decided for sure if I'm going to try and have another baby. I kind of want to, just because this wasn't how I expected my pregnancy to end. I was so looking forward to having a baby again, as much hard work as it can be.



I do feel like our family is complete with 4 children, even though only three are living, but I can't get past feeling like I want and need a little baby.



Everyone keeps telling me I don't have to decide right now, and so I'm going to go with that.



I just had to sell the maternity clothes though. It's too hard to see them. If I do decide to have another babyI'm going to be scared enough of loosing it, and I don't want to wear maternity clothes that are only going to remind me...



So I'm selling them. They are all relatively new since I decided not to get out ANY of my old maternity clothes from previous pregnancies because they were just ugly. Hopefully the auctions will do well. I need to go shopping. I'm still carrying 20 extra pounds so I don't have very many clothes that fit. Really, I need to start excercising and loose the weight, but shopping just sounds like so much more fun.